so you threw out all his clothes,
&& burned the love letters he wrote,
&& the plaster dented from your fist,
in the hall where you had your first kiss,
reminds you the memories will never fade
i realized im having ((one of those times))
.. im just mad at the world && im daring it
to push me off a cliff .. just to see if i could fly
once in a lifetime
right in the middle of an ordinary life
love writes a fairy tale
i found my box of letters
lying on the ground ; the ones
you used to write me
before it all went down.
&& she said "your crazy"
&& he said "only for you baby"
ten bucks says you don't have it in you to conquer
fear and quit believing what they tell you to.
if you don't like the way i am ; theres nothing i can do.
i'm sorry ; but i don't live my life just to please you.
a best friend is someone who makes your problems
their problems so you dont have to go through them alone.
come with me tonight,
we can make the night last forever;;
it's pretty sad when somebody has no
life so all they can do is talk about yours.
One of the worst feelings in the world
is knowing that that special someone
is still in your heart;; but you`re not in theirs.
Trust your heart, && believe in Fate..
Good things come to the ones who wait.
if you think i'll let you go,
you're out of your mind.
Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
i can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool
he puts the sparkles in her eyes
&& he doesnt even know it.
you were my cure & i was your disease
i was killing you and you were saving me
She was beautiful, smart, confident, free spirited.
she could turn an uneasy silence into a conversation.
she could turn tears into laughter, her bright eyes
could light up a room and give comfort and hope.
she could make you smile just like that, and she
could even make you cry, just like that. she felt like
she could change the world, paint it different colors.
she could conquer anything. she believed in fairy tales,
dreams, and love. until that day, when he took his love
away. her smiled faded and turned to tears, and now that the tears have run dry she feels empty. lonely,
even though she's not alone. her pride has faded, her hope seems lost. she doubts herself, no longer feels worthy or beautiful. Now the silence is her own. her eyes have dulled, her laugh is forever changed. The colors she tries to paint are now dried up and gray.
her dreams have disappeared, her fairy tale is just
a memory thats long gone.
Tragedies happen when the heart breaks,
you gotta fight like hell to stay alive.
The pain you feel: that's life.
The confusion and fear that's there is to
remind you that somewhere out there,
there's something worth fighting for..
driving slowly,
watching the headlights in the rain.
funny how things change.
think of the good times.
wishing you were still with me.
the way it used to be.
here it goes again, put on that
deserving tone & don`t forget that
this was your fault, it's breathing
down your neck, you know you've
got to let it go, your such a wreck,
and now it starts to show ..
maybe your scared of the thought that this girl,
who you've seen happy and sad.
maybe this girl is perfect for you
and that really scares you, doesn't it?
if only you knew
the things i`ll do for you
then you`ll understand
...i`d do anything.
he can buy you the most expensive gift in
the world .. but the only thing that should
matter is what is written on the card
I’ve felt this way for so long,
it’s like I’ve forgotten how to be happy.
you never realize how much you like someone
‘till you watch them like someone else.
here’s to the nights when the sand is your seat.
the waves kiss your feet,
& your friends outnumber the stars in the sky.
you should never judge a girl by her boyfriend.
right now, shopping bags are more important than being held. lipgloss and text messagess are better than linking your fingers with somebody else’s. cute shirts && shoes are more important than worrying about your heart being broken. because my girls come before any guy.
do you know how hard it is for me to sit behind you in class everyday.. all i think about are all those times you brought a smile to my face, all the love we had for eachother, how we would get into stupid little fights but by the end of the day it had been resolved with a kiss, and woah baby that kiss... that kiss is one i will not be able to forget for the rest of my life.
somehow i knew that it would be this way, <3
somehow i knew that it would s l o w l y fade...
twenty years from now i am gonna look back, and remember that you were that one person
who could turn every frown into a smile in a few simple words. that person who lifted my head when i was losing faith in myself. that one person who carried tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break up, every death.
that one person who always knew what i was
feeling by the look on my face. that one person
who accepted who i was when everyone else laughed in my face. that one person that accepted every decision i made believing that id make the right decisions. that one person who
knew who i really was. that one person that made the biggest difference in my life. my best friend.
why did i let myself believe miracles
could happen, because now i have to
pretend that i dont really care.
she wants to be with him'
but shes trying to pretend
that this is okay
and all I really want is to
lay in your arms, && look in your gorgeous
eyes and promise we'll never love anyone else
Sometimes you just have to realize
that you can't have it all &
you can't fix what you've done
you need to move on and try to be happy
even if it's the hardest thing you'll ever do
love is just a hoax;;
so forget anything
that you have heard.
& everytime the phone rings,
i breathe in slowly & pray
that it`s finally you, calling to say sorry.
it's pathetic it's over
but my poor heart won't let go
take me to the park
& we can draw hearts
with chalk
all over the sidewalks
&& her heart was broken into a thousand pieces,
&& on each piece, his name was written on it
she's feeling worthless ..used again
nothing's different she'd stay the night
but knows he doesn't care.
he spends most of his time with other girls.
& she's begun to wonder why she still trys
as she reached for the pills she thought of him ;*
she swallowed, & sat down, as the light grew dim.
no longer would she ever wake. it is he
that caused her heart to break</3
nobody knows what's gonna happen tomorrow.
we try not to show how frightened we are.
so we [ fall ] for stupid boys. we make
lots of dumb [ mistakes ] we like to act
stupid, talk really fast, & [ laugh ] really
loud. but us [ teenage ] girls, we're really
good at one thing ;; staying [ strong ]
She was pretty, he remembered thinking..An ordinary beginning, something that would have been forgotten if it had been anyone but her. But as he shook her hand & met those striking emerald eyes, he knew before he'd taken his next breath that she was the one he could spend the rest of his life looking for but never find again. She seemed that good, that perfect..
everybody wants happiness
nobody wants pain --
but you can't have a rainbow
without a little rain...
you don't have to be in disneyland...
for all your dreams and wishes to come true
he pretends like she's nothing ;;
boy, i know she's your world
and i hear those oh-so-famous words once again ..
" let's just be friends "
He turned around and looked right at me,
but said nothing...Not even "hi". It was as
if the two months we spent together and the
time that I spent loving him just weren't
important..As if they never happened
Hello, Im neurotic. Creating problems that don't exist. Don't believe me when I say it's all alright..
And there's these occasional nights when you break down and cry because you know things will never be the same
Do you ever wish you could die, but be alive for your funeral? Just to see who would be there... just to see who would cry.
The only thing standing between me &
total happiness is reality
& Im sitting here rehearsing all
these things that I'll never say
Destination Nowhere. Look For Me I'll Be There </3
A friend is one of the best things in life
Even when I didn't have you, I always
knew in my heart you were mine
Don't say we're healing Cause that's not what we do
There’s so many nights I wasted
I was waiting for your call
Did you think I’d wait forever
I guess you don’t know me at all
best friends make the cutest couples.
listen as your day unfolds. challenge
what the future holds. try and keep
your head up to the sky. lovers, they
may cause you tears, go ahead, release
your fears. stand up and be counted..
dont be ashamed to cry.
Welcome to a world where everyone
talks about each other. Everyone lies.
Everyone tries to be something they're
not. Nobody can keep a secret for their
life & friendships that have lasted years
are broken. Believe it or not, this world
actually exists. it goes by the name of high school.
it`s funny how you can have
all the friends in the world. *
...but it doesn`t feel right with-
out ONE PERSON
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